Being an Adult

I don't like being an adult with responisbilities right now. It is so frustrating. I am horrible with finances. I have no idea how much money I have. I have no idea where it is going. My new apartment is taking forever to get together because I am going everything. I own a lot of stuff because I am a shopacoholic and I have to many ideas going through my head. I love making things. I am losing sleep over this. Stress is getting to me.