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So I have been feeling very lonely lately. Then I find out that I guy I was talking to (going to date) died. Then I find out another guy I was talking to has decided to get back with his ex-girlfriend. I am giving up on men and ever finding a good one. I will be an old maid. Now I just need a bunch of cats.

I am having issues with my car (as per previous post).

I am having issues with my health again. I have an ultra sound next week on my thyroid.

I am having issues with work.

I am having issues with my family.

I still am having sleeping issues.

I am stresses out trying to figure out how I am going to get everything done and back together. I have so many knots in my back, it will take forever to get them out. I am almost done with life.

If anything else happens, I am done. I am giving up and moving on. If I have to quit my job and become homeless, I will do so.

I have been praying but I don't feel better. I don't see the light at the end of the tunnel. I know its there but I can't see it.

All I want to do is crawl into a hole and disappear forever.

And by the way, I am not doing drugs and I am not crazy. But you never know, I can always start tomorrow.